Missing Details

I realized just now that the gap in between my last two posts has left out some potentially interesting happenings.

The CNA course didn't work out. But the day it was to start, I was offered a job. Not just A job, but THE JOB of my dreams right now. 3 days a week, decent pay, free chiro care for me & the kids & free massage for me. It fits into my fall school schedule perfectly!

So I was scheduled to start this position next Wednesday but DR B called yesterday & asked me to start tomorrow instead. I am EXCITED!! Flipping OUT OF THIS WORLD HAPPY to have this position.

God works beautifully.

I feel extremely blessed right now & stronger in my spiritual walk than ever before.

The house I picked out is working out, and its right across the street from my parents. I am really really happy about that! AND AND AND its just a few doors down from my best friend :) It doesn't get much better than that when you are going through a rough time.

There's always tomorrow

Man I've been busy today & I am feeling way more stressed than I should be.

Today I have a daycare kid, even tho last Friday was my last day of daycare. (these parents are lucky I am a sucker)

I have done this:
Made lunch
cleaned dining table
swept dining floor
sat mop bucket by sink with the intentions of mopping the dining floor
cleaned up all the drinks DD has purposely dumped on the floor today
entered a jewelry show in the system (my biggest...over $1000 sales!)
given DD a bath after she waded in spilt pediasure
made a listing on freecycle

Left to do:
decide whats for supper that will yield leftovers for my lunch tomorrow
sit out everyone's clothes for tomorrow
get deposit ready to drop oat bank tomorrow
fill out daycare papers for assistance
do laundry
take a bubble bath to destress so I can start my job tomorrow relaxed & cheerful

I'm going to try to take the kids to the ball park this evening too. My cousin has a game, and the kiddos will have fun playing on the playground equipment I think. Its just a block away from our backyard so no harm in giving it a whirl.

I can't believe my babies will have birthdays in ONE WEEK! Naynen is gonna be 5 already! And my little princess is 2....where did the time go?

Its been a while...

There's a lot going on.

There is a word I really dislike...and its the one word my world seems to revolve around right now.
Divorce.
I do not like that word at all.

Amos 3:3 says Can two people walk together without agreeing on the direction?

2 Corinthians 6:14-18 says Don't team up with those who are unbelievers. How can goodness be a a partner with wickedness? How can light live with darkness? What harmony can there be between Christ and the Devil? How can a believer partner with an unbeliever? And what union can there be between God's temple and idols? For we are the temple of the living God. As God said: "I will live in them and walk among them. I will be their God and they will be my people. Therefore, come out from them and separate yourselves from them, says the Lord. Don't touch their filthy things, and I will welcome you. And I will be your Father, and you will be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty."

I have struggled with this decision, and have went back & forth on my choice. But I see no way he & I can move forward together when we aren't on the same path of faith. Our actions and reactions towards one another have been greatly affected by my choice to be involved in the church, and I can't continue to feel like my own spouse is the one wanting to tear me away from Christ.

So today I will be calling yet another family law office. (My attorney from the domestic violence case last year is no longer doing family law....this saddens me, as I trusted him both as my lawyer & as a mentor in my life)

I am working out some minor details. I have a house picked out to rent. I am starting a class on Monday that will get me the CNA certificate and thus I will be able to find a job pretty easily in my area to tide me thru for a while. I had an interview yesterday for an office position. It seems perfect but its entirely God's will, whatever he gives me, I will take.

I am sad that things couldn't have happened differently for me & dh but I gave that issue to God a long time ago. I am at peace with the things of the past and faithful that the Lord will be walking with me & the children all along this journey.

Do you forgive me?

I haven't kept up this past week like I thought I would be able too.

This is review week for finals. And we are talking about selling the house. And daycare will be done next week. And I need to start applying for jobs.

So today's journey is taking me to some deep cleaning...I have to do it now, because I have to show my house!

Presley's room is my first shot....lets see if I can accomplish it along with dragging kids to preschool. I started to put her mounds of clothes away (I've just been stacking all of the clothes we have been given on TOP of her dresser...and well...there was ALOT!!)

OK, off to work...will check in later!

May Day, May Day

I cannot believe its May already!

I am going to loose my mind with bday parties this month! Seriously....why did everyone have their kid in MAY?!?!?! Oh....that's right, we set a trend.

Now really, I have done nothing house wise today (is anyone surprised at this point to hear nothing accomplished?? I have got to be the biggest slacker EVER)

I did do 1/2 the month's grocery shopping today. Mind you if I ever get talked out of going to the store at midnight ALONE again just to be forced to drag 3 monsterous children (only 1 was mine) during the biggest shopping trip of the month, I will be throwing down punches at someone.

Now we are going to meet BFF at Pizza Hut for the kid's book it freebies :) Dang I love that program.

Peace Out Y'all